|
|
Friday, Jul. 23, 2004 - 7:33 a.m. Merchandise..... Taiwan Costs..... Photos..... Q&A Dear J*h*n, You have let me down again. Since I met you we have played this utterly stupid game.
Step 1: You say you have strong feelings for me I really thought this time would be different. I still didnt think we would amount to anything long term, but I DID think we could enjoy the rest of my time here and end our interaction on a positive note. Not so. I asked you to help me this weekend, and you didnt reply. I called, I emailed and then you finally told me you would see if you could get away from work. Well, its been over a week since then and you have NOT contacted me. Not even to tell me you wont be able to help. All I ever wanted-communication. All you ever gave me was a fleeting moment of bullshit words here and there. This is why I never took you seriously. This is why I told you to go away, time and time again. I ask you one more time. Leave me alone.No hard feelings and no commitments. Just stop contacting me when you get those oh so strong feelings for me again. I dont want to know. I am posting this letter to you here for a few reasons. One, so that when months from now I get the urge to contact you to see how you are (or if you contact me again), I remember the constant frustration of our ENTIRE relationship. The second is that you once (or was it twice) criticized my website with no mercy. And yet all these people DAILY visit here to read my rantings. How does that feel? Esp for someone who is doing nothing themselves even remotely creative or expressive. I am cutting this pathetic cord between us now. Please for once listen to me and leave me alone. (I admit I have a slight advantage here cause I sold my cell phone, so you can not call me anyway.) Never yours and forever free from this stupidity that I didnt even realize I had invested any energy into, Debra
UPDATE: His response came
a month and a half later. Read it here:br>
http://meintaiwan.diaryland.com/index.html |
  |
| Sponsor |
